back to school...

This entry's a little delayed... was written last tuesday.. but never got round to finishing it or posting it.. cos.. yeah.. fell ill again... so i guess the title isn't all that appropriate now... since i'm out of school for a bit again.. sigh... if there was a hell or purgatory of archi school i'd be burning there for all eternity... for committing the most cardinal sin on the face of this earth.. missing school for a week.. then two days.. and counting... *sigh* just hope noone else in studio's as ill as me... God bless me.... I need to get through this....


Being ill the past week's been.... well.. for lack of a better word. a blessing.

Okay. So i had a high fever that practically lasted 5days. And a brain that was permanently plagued by migrain and had to force potassium citrate down my oesophagus and a stomach that constantly threatened to (and did to completion, several times) hurl and a body and teeth that shivered and chattered uncontrollably.

The thing is... it really was a blessing. i was so well taken care of last week i almost didn't wanna return to school this week. i had no idea i was this lucky, having people who took such good care of me.... i'm happy. :)

So. Despite the truckloads of work there is to be done, and the troubles that circle about in my little head, and the notion that at some point, the sky really might fall on me.... i'm happy. thanks to you.

These two songs were playing last night[monday night] ... and i can't stop thinking about them.. so i've decided to share it...

Thank You by Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me
That it's not so bad
It's not so bad

I drank too much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there
They'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me
And it's not so bad
It's not so bad

And I
Want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Oh
Just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
And I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me

And I
Want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Oh
Just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life


The Way You Look At Me by Christian Bautista

Noone ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything
Without a single word

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'll never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you put your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'll never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

I don't know
How or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know
Is it happens every time

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'll never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

The way you look at me