grey skies...

4am on a saturday morning and i've no idea why i'm still pretty alert.. this past second week of term has been... well.. as productive as the first week i guess... cadding's actually going pretty alright.. (yes.. amazing i know.. it must REALLY be idiot-proof since i can use it.. :p)

has it ever crossed your minds how fascinating it is that the mind and heart can be so... detached.. for some people and totally sync-ed for others? i wonder how it feels to be able to compartmentalise one's feelings and thoughts.... personally, i've been known to be a messy mesh of everything, all that goes on in my mind and heart all just get thrown into a huge grey cement mixer and the end result is me...... an unsightly mess sometimes, simple grey blob other times.... but definitely not being able to separate cement from sand once mixed...... okay... maybe i'm missing BU too much.. this sem's BU module's got no math at all it's INFURIATING. :( *sigh*

anyway, a few more updates from the last entry.. and a few KEEN observations i've made.. :p

1. i'm a scalebar employee!! tuesdays 1200-1400hrs :)

2. fridays are my black days. (not in terms of mood.. in terms of colour....)

3. forensic science ain't worth the 700points. (it's fun but only cos dom paul and i are highly entertaining people to begin with... *cheeky grin*)

4. breathe 2am by anna nalick is a lovely song but sucks for public performances!! :(

5. shockwave's got a really cool new game.. carrie the caregiver (for baby-lovers who loved diner dash/cake mania.. :p)

6. there's no limit to the amount of florida's natural cranberry grapefruit juice that can be consumed... by me at least. :)

7. everyone should try peanut butter and bananas on toast. *swoon* (note: silent swoon since vocal cords/throat incapacitated due to peanut butter........:p)

8. as miss smith will cheerfully tell you, a teenager is anything that ends with "teen".. ("i'm three.. but i'm thirteen.. so i'm a teenager.. because there's a 'teen'.. twelve is not a teenager but 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 are teenagers.. so i'm a teenager..") she is SUCH AN AMAZINGLY CLEVER LITTLE COOKIE. i told her that ONCE. cos she asked if i was a teenager.. had a bit of difficulty initially.. explaining to her i was already 20.. (yes.. difficulty due to nonapparent 20-ness of me.....) and thus, no longer a teenager.... this got her replying with a "but i'm a teenager right?".... thus my simple explanation of what a teenager is... :p simple but.. straightforward and pretty much captures the essence of it no? :p

i miss her.

9. chicken curry without coconut milk is for pansies! :) chicken curry is lovely....? :p

10. (last one already.. i promise!!) *clears throat* (silently again.. cos still suffering aftereffects of peanut butter bananas toast... :p) brace yourselves......

panadol extra taken without water tastes like industrial waste. even with serng buey to follow up..... :(

that's the brief update for this week... :) i'll leave you with lyrics to a song i've lost contact with for years... and i really mean YEARS... love the chorus.....

We Could Be Together by Debbie Gibson
this is for all you old people... :p

If I were an only child
I would be a lonely child
But baby we've got nothing to lose
I'm standing tall in my own shoes
I'll take this chance
I'll make this choice
I'll right this wrong
I'll raise my voice
If it means
We'll be together
For a while

I have never had a doubt
But for you I'll take time out
I'll push his love far away from me
And then I'll be completely free
I'll give up my security
For just the possibility
That we could be together
For a while

If you said 'Jump!' I'd say 'How high?'
If you said 'Run!' I'd run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once I'll tell you twice
I'll ignore the world's advice
If we could be together
For a while

I am taken by your strength
I've thought about it at great length
I thought that I was happy now
But there are things that I found out
Happiness means greater things
I'll sit here 'til the tel'phone rings
Then we could be together
For a while

If you said 'Jump!' I'd say 'How high?'
If you said 'Run!' I'd run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once I'll tell you twice
I'll ignore the world's advice
If we could be together
For a while

Wait'll I tell my guy (wait'll I tell)
Wait'll I tell my other friends
They'll all think I'm crazy
And ya know what
That depends
'Cos I'm crazy in love
With you
And everyone's best won't do
They'll say my hopes
Will not come true
But I'm taking the chance
Because you only live once
Only live once (only live once)

And

If you said 'Jump!' I'd say 'How high?'
If you said 'Run!' you know I'd fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once I'll tell you twice
I'll ignore the world's advice
If we could be together
For a while

There are no guarantees
But if it means
There's even a possibility
Then I'll give up whatever it takes
I know I've made mistakes before
It may be just another closed door
But we could be together
For a while

If you said 'Jump!' I'd say 'How high?'
If you said 'Run!' I'd run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
Ask me once I'll tell you twice
You know I'll ignore the world's advice
If we could be together
For a while

If you said 'Jump!' I'd say 'How high?'
If you said 'Run!' I'd run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
If you ask once I'll tell you twice
I'll ignore the world's advice
If we could be together
For a while

Don't you know that we could be together
For a while