optimism

the good thing about optimism is... there's always something to be happy about, grateful for, thankful for..

you'd realise, if you stop to think about it, that optimism is the key - to long healthy happy life. no matter what happens to you. there'll be someone who benefits even if it's not you. there'll be something to gain from it, even if initially it seems like certain loss, you might gain a lesson!

the power of optimism.

why can't it be bestowed upon me?...

i've lost the key thing i was looking forward to, to close this year....... and i'm sure that if i adopted the optimism attitude here, there'd be a million things to be happy about, thankful and grateful for....... if only..... if only i could be optimistic.

it's like there's an inbuilt mechanism within me that repels all optimistic thoughts... i must try harder...

you confuse me. i don't get you.. and i think i might never.....

yet another sleepless, fitful night.....
God help me.